Saturday was the Race/Walk in Chicago, IL - Grant Park. Another opportunity to be there for breast cancer. And was I this year...sadly, no.
I had signed up, donations in, had my team, my shirt and bib, hotel picked out...and from the week's BC walk before, I was still battling cough, cold, etc. And as time brought us closer, it was evident that I had no business being there. I had every excuse to be there...meeting friends in the city, I made the commitment, I posted information on Facebook and I was not about to miss an opportunity...
And then reality and humility set in. Which is better?! To go through with it and get others, potentially BC sufferers in the mix, exposed to my illness and by all accounts get worse myself for the sake of blogging it?! (WHAT?!?!) Or to get better to go to the next walk, rest and get well for not just me, but for my family, which is my main priority anyway?!? (Um, duhhhh!!)
So I am taking time to blog the obvious. We can't do everything. We may attempt to appear like we can, but who is it really going benefit or impress? Not many, if any at all...especially if it can't be done the right way. And isn't that ultimately destructive to ourselves and others? That's not right, either. In the end, what matters is that we are serving others, and that God sees our hearts, minds and intentions...and is pleased with them.
May we be moved to do what we can with what God gives us. Let us not be the detriment that turns others away from Him in our efforts to succeed in this world...there is no success without Him.
I know, pretty preachy for a pageant blog...but if we can't do the right things when opportunities come up, share God, and be an encouragement to others in all we do and say, we shouldn't be doing them.
Matthew 10:33"But whoever disowns me before men, I will disown him before my Father in heaven."
Psalm 19:14 "May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer."